i hate boys, esp ones with the names of animals.....hmmm, who COULD I BE TALKING ABOUT!?
Saturday, Jul. 06, 2002 - 11:26 pm
things i need to learn:
-listen to your friends that have been in a situation your in, they are ALWAYS right
-not to be attracted to the kinds of guys i'm attracted too
-no matter how charming someone is, look past that and see if there is something else there
-to keep my mouth shut about people that i suddenly don't like *uhm* *uhm* *retarded boy* *uhm* *uhm* (that way i don't get myself into more trouble)
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grrr! i don't understand why some people have to be so attractive, and why i have to fall for them. and i hate how some people are so charming they just pull you into them. and you fall hard. i hate that he knows that's the way i am. and that i was easy to do that too. and i hate how he knows that i'm all screwed up because of him. i know that he likes that. i just, god. i want to scream at him. i want to put him in his place. i have too, or i will never be able to get over it. when i come back from camp, he better hope i had a good time. gah! i'm so fucking retarded!
i'm going to camp for six days starting tomorrow. i'm so nervous for some reason. almost to the point that i don't want to go. that's foolish though. i think i'll be fine once i get there. i'll miss everyone though. and i'm going to miss the SEASON FINALE OF REAL WORLD! sagjahdj! that pisses me off! hm...that's kinda sad. i live for that show. haha.
okay. see ya in 6 days. love ya! bye!
ps----abby and maggie, i'll post that part of the survey then, but i don't have time now! and you guys if he does anything. HE WILL DIE WHEN I COME BACK! AKF;AHG;ALDJGHA;ROIWA! have fun watching real world! iloveyou!
