damn real world
Sunday, Jun. 01, 2003 - 10:44 am
have you ever woken up one morning after staying up all night and thought about everything you did the last night and just be like "fuck. i'm an idiot. what was i thinking?" haha, that's how i feel right now. some things i learned last night
1) the real world is so damn addictive. it will keep you up until 6 in the morning when you really want to be sleeping. and you try to sleep but that mess keeps playin and you just keep watchin. it's really dumb.
2) i am one confused mofo. haha.
3) more than anything, i need to start being more honest with myself, and in turn others. no. matter. what.
haha. and it would make more sense if i was high or drunk last night. like somehow that would make it better. but no, i was completely sober. dude, i feel like i've been run over by an 18-wheeler. haha.
ah fuck it. you know what? it's summer, and i'm not gonna shit around all summer and think about things and just screw myself up. i need to have fun. so how am i gonna start!? watching 7 hrs of my favorite real world season. haha.
