God is incredible
Sunday, Jul. 13, 2003 - 12:49 am
let me tell you something. it's amazing how you can be spiritually dead and then be completely brought back again.
a week ago i was dead. i knew there was a God, but i didn't know how to listen to Him anymore, i didn't know how to talk to Him, i knew there was love there but i couldn't feel it. i was done for.
then i went to CLI. and i began to realize just how much God loved me, and all of us. He loved us so much that He sent His only son to die for us. there is no greater love than that. nothing says "I love you." more than that. and that's incredible. and i kept praying for God to show me His love, and to help me to hear Him again. and i was getting little glimps of it every now and then. it was in the faces and the personalities of the people in my small group. it was in watching kids play with mentally challenged kids all week, when they could have been doing something else, they were showing love to kids. kids who didn't know it, but God knew it. it was in all the songs and talks i heard at CLI. it was in the faces of the counslors and the talks they gave. but i still couldn't hear God.
and i came back and tonight i heard Him. and i felt His love completely. and i saw God. and it was beautiful. it was absolutly beautiful. i'm telling you, look for God in everything and anything around you. listen for Him, and He will not let you down. God is so incredible and so amazing. and He is always there, to listen and to show us the way.
and for that i am so very thankful. i can see again. i can feel again. i can love again. i can do anything again. and i love you guys, i'll be talkin to ya later. peace out. ><>
