ah, no more emotional crys!
Tuesday, Aug. 05, 2003 - 12:27 am
so...my day went a little somethin somethin like this... wake up, not really do much. go to church at 5 to help paint the youth room. then i was talking to adri and jenn, and i randomly just burst into tears about lane. then i was better. then i was leaving to go to practice and jenn came over and was like "moosa, are you okay?" and i started cring again. and talking about how much i hate this! and then i get to practice and no one even says anything, and i start cryin again! then just when i stop kate drives up and i was like "megan, that makes me so happy! i think i could cry!" ... and i do! lol. but it actually...wasn't that bad. it's just like random times i start thinking about lane or like it randomly pops in my head and then i start crying. but that should get easier with time. ah, darn emotional crap. haha o! o! and i also checked my cc schedule for the week of lane's birthday, and i don't have a meet! then i checked the clemson football schedule! and there isn't a home game! so i was like score! and so only 45 days! haha. yes i am a dork!
ah! must! do! summer! work! or! i! will! get! kicked! out! of! the! class!
