mm... that girl
Monday, Oct. 13, 2003 - 12:16 am
gigglechick1234: lyssa..its so completely human to feel shitty about stuff thats going on in your life, and you cant help but be pissed off about stuff, and when you start to think about what you're thankful for, then that can just send you on a guilt trip...because then you feel guilty for feeling bad, and you dont need to. feeling bad is so damn natural and you cant help it, you just have to have faith and wait for good things. ...and lyssa, everything thats going on with everyone...you just need to work on shaking it off and just doing what feels right...and if you feel like you cant talk to anyone, they probably feel the same way, so just do your best in trying to communicate with them. and sweety...talking to God, you cant lose that. you may feel like you cant, but every time you pray, then he's listening, and he knows how you feel, and that youre having a rough time.....and if you just keep talking to him, it'll be ok
gigglechick1234: lyssa...you are someone i've always looked up to..i've wanted to be passionate about stuff like you have. and even though you feel like you're losing stuff...its still there, and its still there for you to hang onto and love and be passionnate about
liss31886: i know and i keep telling myself that He knows what He's doing. and He does, but i just want to be done with this crap. and usually stuff doesn't last for this long, but it won't go away, but i don't know. i know you're right
liss31886: yeah
liss31886: i know i just have to be patient and things will work themselves out.. but i've never been very patient... lol, i'm sure you can agree with that
gigglechick1234: oh im right girl..i always am. lol. no the other day then i was in a crap mood and alli remember was that you said, "but laners, your wonderful at being my laners" and girl..that stuff helps me more than anything.....just do something everyday like, focus on one thing about your day that makes you happy...and you'll be ok..like today, i saw a baby at church, and the mama kept staring at it for forever, and just picturing that makes me happy..and just look for little things in life that are wonderful...because there's a lot to see
gigglechick1234: seriously, it helps a lot..or just something someone says that makes you happy..just think about it
gigglechick1234: but you take care, and i love you, and everything is going to be alright....i know these things;-)
liss31886: mkay, well have a good day tomorrow, thanks for the help, love you my special one and only anways and forever! night night!
liss31886: haha, right, lane is always right
gigglechick1234: ahh..so true...
gigglechick1234: lol
gigglechick1234: NOT, haha...night night special one and only
