my dose
Monday, Oct. 27, 2003 - 10:33 pm
so it's getting to the point where you know... i don't really have much exciting to say about my day anymore. i'm pretty sick of school actually. i'm sick of explications and poems, i'm sick of listening about the drunks and their weekends, i'm sick of trying to understand physics and never succeding, i'm sick of caring, i'm sick of trying to make things work, i'm sick of trying to pretend like i know what's going on with everyone, i'm sick of thinking the fairytale will come, i'm sick of being injuryed, i'm just ready to move on from all of this.
and yet, at the same time, it really isn't all that bad. whatever.
the only thing that continually makes my day is tutoring those little kids. hannah, kylie, jessica, and belle. they light my world up every day, it never fails. it never ceases to amaze me how smart and hard working they are. and they are always so cheerful, and we just have a good time together. and it's so much fun. and i love those little girls to death. i can't even describe to anyone what they do for my day. no one could understand. they are my badly needed dose of innocence, of purity, of happiness. and it warms me.
