ha broken ppy
Wednesday, Oct. 29, 2003 - 8:00 pm
i don't need this shit
and i can't take this any longer
i can't do this anymore
what happened to me?
where did i go?
where's that girl that's really happy?
where's that laugh, where's that smile?
what did you do with her?
why'd you have to do this to her?
why'd you have to rob her of everything she had going for her?
and why can't she learn to be okay?
why's all this hurting her so bad?
and why can't they see?
but i don't understand, and maybe i never will.
it was all going well, and it all is going well.
and then it's like the clouds come rolling in each night.
and it all becomes too much to handle.
and she doesn't know how to say i love you.
and she doesn't know how to thank you.
and she doesn't know how to let herself go and just be.
be everything she wants to be.
why's she holding on to this past, when deep down she knows she's never gonna get it back?
and the future is so spotless, let her grab it. please let her grab it.
and let those broken wings fly.
and let her hold herself together.
and let her let go of everything that's holding her back.
all those boys, all those girls, all those memories she's haunted by.
and let them see, let them see her inside.
b/c no one really does.
she always tried to be herself, always something no one else was,
strong
bold
beautiful
cheerful
but somehow she's become absorbed in the walls.
a face for the passerby, for the passerby that used to hold her.
and it breaks her.
let her stay
let her be
let her see
listen
that's all she really needs
