happy 2004
Thursday, Jan. 01, 2004 - 12:44 am
so...this wasn't exactly how i had imagined myself spending new years. but...i suppose that's okay. you know, a little ironic, and just my luck that... the one new years i'm in town i can't find much to do. except, sit at home and think uncontrolably, and watch notting hill. perfect movie i might add. and then, there's finally realizing... that really i have no courage, i'm just a coward. the one thing i truely want to do right now... i can't make myself do, and in the process i've managed to hurt those around me. how... wonderful. a great way to start off the new year...feeling like absolute shit. one of those things that if i was the drinking kind, i would go by myself and get sloppy drunk but hey, it is a new year, right... can only get better from here i suppose.
so here's to 2004, God bless and i wish you the world
