found this and though, what the hell, i'm bored! soo......
Monday, Jan. 05, 2004 - 4:56 pm
[ Current Clothes ]: navy blue pants, daniel cc shirt, a sports bra, blue undies, and a big blue sweatshirt
[ Current Mood ]: bored, sleepy, kinda blah
[ Current Music ]: nothing, but it would probably be country
[ Current Taste ]:toothpaste
[ Current Make-up ]: none, but if there was some all it would be if mascara and some eye shadow, b/c that's all i really like
[ Current Hair ]: wet and curly
[ Current Annoyance ]: ahh...stuff. haha
[ Current Smell ]: nothin really
[ Current Favorite Artist ]: i don't know. i like funky art.
[ Current Desktop Picture ]: a picture of laners and i that we took the night she left for baltimore
[ Current Favorite Group ]: uh... too many to choose from, lately i've been listening to a lot of dixie chicks, edwin mccain, and goo goo dolls
[ Current Book you're reading ]: Jesus Freaks
[ Current CD in CD Player]: ah, in my car i have lots--tigerroar, goo goo dolls, Dixie chicks, mercy me, edwin mccain, and matchbox 20
[Current DVD in player]: ah, nothing right now. but lately it's been those darn friends dvd's that i'm addicted too
[ Current Color Of Toenails ]: all natural baby
[ Current Refreshment ]: uh, who knows
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ]: i touched... hmm, you know what that's really weird, b/c i can't think of anyone.
[ You Talked to ]: mason and maggie last night
[ You Hugged ]: irene
[ You Instant messaged ]: uh...mason i think, last night
[ You talked to on the phone ]: uhm...jenn
[ You laughed with ]: haha, i laugh a lot so there's no way to really answer that
[ You Yelled At ]: my brother when he spilled that damn drink in my lap and then tried to say it wasn't his fault! dammit! that still pisses me off!
[ You Kissed ]: uhm...we don't need to talk about that, i can tell you who it's gonna be soon to be! haha, jk
FAVORITE...
[ Food ]: icecream
[ Drink ]: lately i've been on a coke kick
[ Color ]: blue or pink
[ Album ]: again, to many to choose from, see above
[ Shoes ]: i love shoes, but i think my favorite are just my nasty old running shoes or my sandles
[ Candy ]: anything chocolate, chocolate, chocolate. preferably dark. and i also love gum and suckers
[ Animal ]: i love animals. dogs, cats, elephants, whatever!
[ TV Show ]: ah, to many to choose from-- friends, er, will and grace, the bachlor/ette, dawson's creek, conan, etc
[ Movie ]: i love all my julia roberts movies, and forrest gump
[ Dance ]: eh!
[Song ]: i don't have just one favorite song
[ Vegetable ]: potatos prolly
[ Fruit ]: i love fruit. any kind of fruit! i love it all! i wish i could live on fruit alone. b/c howdy boy you can bet yourself i would!
[ Cartoon ]: i don't like cartoons really...
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ]: i think so for the most part
[ Open-minded ]: i think so
[ Arrogant ]: i don't think so
[ Insecure ]: it depends
[ Interesting ]: uhm, maybe!?
[ Random ]: haha very!
[Hungry ]: as always
[ Friendly ]: i think i'm pretty friendly. most of the time ppl think i look pissed off or sad just b/c i dont' walk around smiling 24/7. but i'm usually pretty happy if you just talk to me i'll be friendly! haha
[ Smart ]: i'm not like top in the class but i don't think i'm stupid. i'm just like... average
[ Moody ]: very very very
[ Childish ]: in a good way!
[ Independent ]: not very i don't think, and it's not really b/c i can't be it's b/c i don't want to be! haha i'm really lazy
[ Hard working ]: i procrastinate a lot but once i start working really hard on something i work HARD! haha
[ Organized ]: yeah pretty much so, esp lately, like if someything gets out of order even in my room i like freak out!
[ Healthy ]: uhh, i think so, but i really need to start exercising again b/c i'm feeling.. sluggish
[ Emotionally Stable ]: mm i don't really think so, but that's okay. i'm very like okay and happy one second and the next i'm like crying hysterically the next for no reason at all
[ Shy ]: if i'm in a big group of ppl i don't know then yes, other wise hella no
[ Difficult ]: i don't think so. well no, i take that back. i think sometimes i can be very difficult to get along with
[ Attractive ]: whatever you think
[ Bored Easily ]: yeah, i'm really lazy so i don't do anything and then i'm just like... bored. haha. i mean, i'm doing this thing aren't i?
[ Messy ]: about some things. but i don't know we already kinda talked about this
[ Thirsty ]: right now yes
[ Responsible ]: i think for the most part
[ Obsessed ]: haha with many things!
[ Angry ]: not usually. when i think about certain... situations... that i'm still bitter about. then yeah.
[ Sad ]: not right now! haha new years eve was a different story...
[ Happy ]: usually! it's good to be happy!
[ Hyper ]: haha haha ahhh fun! lol
[ Trusting ]: i think people can trust me and i think as far as trust goes i trust ppl really easily until they give me a reason not too and then it's REALLY hard for them to gain my trust back. i don't forgive and forget very easily
[ Talkative ]: depends on who i'm around and what mood i am. it ranges from not very much to you can't get me to shut up if tried your hardest
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ]: no one, killing is bad ya know
[ Slap ]: no one really. haha... ahhh that's... great
[ Get Really Wasted With ]: uhm, no one really. although i do think maggie would be really funny
[ Get High With ]: ditto
[ Look Like ]: no one really
[ Talk To Offline ]: lane
[ Talk To Online ]: anyone!
[ My Name Is ]: melissa, also none as lisse, lar, lyssa, liss, plastic, H.A., mel, etc etc forever. haha. i have so many nicknames
[ In The Morning I Am ]: cranky as all get out. i hate mornings. but once i'm up i'm usually pretty happy
[ All I Need Is ]: people to make me laugh and love
[ Love Is ]: too damn complicated... but a very good thing to have around
[ I'm Afraid of ]: the dark and spiders and ppl touching my neck
[ I Dream About ]: everything
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[ Pictured your crush naked? ]: uh no! that would be just... just wrong!
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ]: no!
[ Been in love ]: definently not, despite what others may say
[ Cried when someone died ]: uhm, i think it’s pretty natural to cry when anyone you love dies. But that hasn’t happened lately, and that’s a good thing!
[ Lied ]: of course, everyone has, no one’s perfect
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[ Coke or pepsi ]: coke but i don't really care
[ Flowers or candy]: flowers
[ Tall or short ]: for boy? tall, but everyone is taller than me so... i guess it doesn’t really matter!
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: smile, laugh, hair
[last person you slow danced with]: haha, uhm, well me and lane slow danced kinda sorta in lee's driveway. but if that doesn't count then it was probably matt last year at prom... eee...yeah. next question.
[worst question to ask]: i don't know
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: lane, kathryn, zach, jenn
[makes you smile]: the above, but actually...most of my friends make me laugh and smile. haha
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: uhm....
[who do you have a crush on?]: i think everyone that reads this pretty much knows, and if not then... o well! haha
[has a crush on you?]: ah... such a complicated situation
[is easiest to talk to]: jenn and laners
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: someone special? not usually, anyone? yes!
[save aol/aim conversations]: the funny ones and the sappy/meaningful ones
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: haha hell no
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: i am a girl you know... i cry a lot, well no, not a lot, but someone can say something (sweet or harsh) and of course i'll cry!
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: contrary to popular belief (meaning lane and i get called lesbians all the time) no my best friend is a girl and i have never falled for her, nor will i ever. she's just my laners!
[been rejected]: uh yeah
[rejected someone]: uh yeah...all this rejection...so ... alkghal blarg.
[used someone]: no
[been cheated on]: it wasn't exactly cheating. but it's close enough in my book dammit!
[done something you regret]: i've done a lot of stuff i regret. and there are things that i haven't done that i regret not doing.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: no, smoking is the nastiest thing on earth
[obsessive]: we've been through this and yes i am (about many things)
[could you live without the computer?]: if i had to i guess i could, but i really wouldn't want too even try!
[color ur hair]: highlights, that's it!
[ever get off the damn computer]: not usually
[habla espanol]: no no no
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 77, about 15 of which i actually talk to on a regular basis
[drink alchohol?]: i have before, i'm not really into that though, i don't... i don't know, sometimes when i get in my weird moods i feel like getting drunk, even though i've never really been drunk. and then like i get in some moods and i'm like DRINKING IS SO STUPID! i don't know.... i ... yeah, i don't know
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: love it love it love it!
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: def. emotional, it last longer, physical can be taken away
-N U M B E R-
of times I have had my heart broken?: none, no boy is gonna hurt me like that! booya!
of hearts I have broken?: i hope none...
of guys I have kissed?: 4...5, i don't know. it's not like i keep count!
of girls I have kissed?: 0
of continents I have lived in?: well you don't live IN continent you live ON a continent. and my answer is 1
of tight friends?: 3
of cd's that I own?: never counted, don't care too
of scars on my body?: have not a clue
of things in my past that I regret?: i try to forget those things...and i couldn't count them if i tried too
