baby!
Thursday, Jan. 08, 2004 - 12:16 am
oh my gosh! my cousin had a baby this morning. his name is Walton Scott. which i have to admit, at first i really didn't like the name Walt for a little kid. but no, it's perfect. i love it now. and i went and saw him tonight! he's the cutest thing ever! and he's small. and i held him and he just slept. and akfghafkh I WANT ONE! mmmm. babies. i love babies. ahladkhfga i loved it! he's so sweet.
babies are miracles. i mean think of all that happens in just 9 months to make that little person. who will one day grow up and who knows what kind of impact that one small person will have on the world, who he'll touch, and how. and what he'll do with his life. that makes me so happy. i love it. it truely is amazing. it screams GOD to me.
and i was also thinking on the way home from the hospital. it's kind of ironic that you are born in the same place that one day you'll go too and die. i mean not literally the same hospital. but think about it. on one floor there are babies being born, and it brings happiness and so much love and it's this new little life to live. and then, on another floor there are people who have lived that so called life, and now they are dying. and they'll never get the life back that they had again. and you wonder if they regret it, or if they lived life to it's fullest and if they loved it. you wonder if they loved, and if the baby will fall in love. and you wonder what made that dying person cry, and what will later make the baby cry. and you wonder the stories the old person had to tell, and the stories the child will have to tell. and God knows it all and He planned it that way out of love. and all the time in that hospital God is present. giving happiness to some, and taking the happiness away from others. and He does it because it's what's right. there aren't words... i don't know, it's actually pretty amazing. if you wanna see God, go to a hospital, and actually look around.
