done
Thursday, Jan. 15, 2004 - 9:05 pm
i'm DONE! i'm sick of this, and i can't put up with it anymore, so i'm DONE! i can't handle it anymore. i shouldn't have to put up with this, and it shouldn't have to be this way. so shoot me if it's my fault, i'm sure part of it is, but you know what, it takes more than one person to screw something up. and frankly, i don't even feel like caring anymore, i don't feel like trying to understand, i don't feel like puttin in the effort. i'm done. think what you want, say what you want, do what you want. forget about it, just...whatever, truth hurts sometimes. i can't say much else. just. i'm done... just... just don't even try. i don't feel like it. i don't deserve this. and you know what, i'm not even sure if i'm sad it happened, b/c you know what, a lot of good stuff has come out of it, good stuff that i wouldn't trade. and it's been a hell of a lot of fun. you don't know shit about what's happened to me this year, you haven't been there, so just stop pretending. you weren't there. and no...i won't forget, and i won't stop loving you. but everything else, it stops here.
