my mama birthday!
Monday, Feb. 16, 2004 - 11:20 pm
it's my mama's birthday! yay! :) i made her a really cute card! on the front it said happy birthday mama! and had a picture of me and stu when we were really little and like hearts and then on the inside it had hearts again and a picture of stu and i now and it said i love you! and then i wrote her stuff. it made me extra happy, i loved it! haha, and she liked it too! yay!
i haven't updated in awhile and i have ten minutes to kill until 11:30, what's so special about 11:30? i dunno, bed time i guess. haha, point is i figured i'd update.
i've had a really busy last weekend. very fun? oh yes! but busy? yesyesyes. friday night was the edwin mccain concert in greenville, veryvery fun. will hoge is my new lover, and you should all download his music b/c it's the best. haha. anyways, saturday was really boring until night time but night time started with me crying b/c ... well it's a long story but after the crying stopped it was a whole lot of fun! those girls are lots of fun. and so are secret... things... haha. def. made valentine's day a lot better, since other than that it sucked. sunday was church and homework and stuff. so maybe it's not that busy... but it was a lot of lack of sleep. haha. next weekend, i want to find a prom dress. haha.
i keep having this same reaccuring dream that i keep cussing ... this one person ... out. in the dream it's very satisfying... and in real life i think it would be too, but i don't have the guts to do it... at least i haven't yet. i guess we'll leave it up to the rest of the year... haha, ah that's terrible. but whatever. don't really feel like talking about that anymore.
the whole... "situation" is really annoying me. i wish something would just happen instead of just... putting it off/ignoring it/blah blah. whatever.
i'm really ready to graduate. i'm so sick of school. i have absolutly NO motivation to do any work. no physics (except i did make 100 on my last test and that was definently AWESOME and very much needed!), no prob and stat, no government, no rest of school, and most of all ... NO MORE ENGLISH! i hate shakespeare, so what if he's some great dude and everyone loves the shit he wrote, b/c guess what I DON'T! i think it's stupid. and i'm just all together sick of the weird stuff we have to do for that class. which i'm contradicting myself b/c i actaully like that class a lot, i just don't like the outside work. haha, whatever that made no sense. i wish i could just graduate and come back for the social part of highschool. b/c i very much like that.
which reminds me, i found these pictures today of me, emily, kathrine, abby, maggie, and teng from like 7th grade. they are crack-me-up-hilarious! i'm definently bringing them to school. haha.
i really really want to see that movie the passion of christ. i think it looks awesome. i mean sure it's controversial, anything remotely in the public eye that's even remotely about God is always a controversy, b/c i think it scares society as a whole that God is a figure that people don't always agree about and that no one knows the whole truth and whole picture and everything about. but anyways, that's not the point of why i started talking about this. the point is that i really really think it lookes amazing and eye opening, even if it's not exactly correct like some people are saying, i'm sure it gets the overall message across. i'm sure i will cry. but i think it will be really powerful and wonderful. i think on ash wednesday (the day it comes out) i'm planning to go to mass and then go see it. the one thing i really wish people would stop saying though is that it looks like the jews killed jesus or the jews did kill jesus, etc. NO ONE GROUP OF PEOPLE KILLED JESUS! all of humanity killed jesus, we are all responsible. God made it happen b/c He knew it had too. it happened the way it happened (whether the jews were the group to say crucify him or not (it doesn't matter!)) and it happened that way b/c God MADE IT happen that way. it was because of every person on this earth's sins that christ died. period. there's nothing more to it. no group did it for it, we all did.
okay, well it's 11:30ish now, so i'm off to bed!
