and yet another day of not being able to understand what this is around me, but absolutly loving it to death!
Wednesday, Mar. 31, 2004 - 10:44 pm
dude, i just DON'T understand. and i'm going to stop trying to explain it b/c it's never going to make sense to anyone, but it's just a feeling that God's givin me that i can't even begin to try and understand, much less describe. and i keep thinkin, you know, this whole high thing im' on, it's gotta be comin to an end soon but my geez! more stuff just keeps happening to me! that fca convention, my goodness did it send me flyin, then there was last night, then senior project presentation, then tonight lane and i had some AMAZING conversation. that even more confirmed things and.... my God, i'm so blown away. and i don't understand why, but whatever this is you're blessing me with, i praise you for it b/c it's rocking my world! God you are awesome, you are incredible, you are holy, you are present, and i praise you for giving me this joy, hope, and feeling being completely complete in you. i love you!
